just smile and walk away :)

take a step back. fucking look at yourself. you are human. you are beautiful. you are so beautiful. and you can be anything. you can be everything. do not hate because someone broke your heart, or because your parent split up, you best friends betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. cry when you need to, then let it go when it's time. don't hang onto painful memories just because you're afraid to forget. let go things that are in the past. forget things that aren't worth remembering. stop taking things for granted. stop taking life for granted. live for something, live for yourself. fall in love. fall out of love. fall in love. fall out of love. do this over and over until you know what it really is to love someone. question things. tell people how you really feel. sleep under the stars. create. imagine. inspire. share something wonderful. make something beautiful and then destroy it. meet new people. make someone's day. follow your dreams. live your life to its full potential. just live. dammit. let go all the horrible things in your life and just fucking live. and one day, when you're old, look back with no regrets.

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counting down days♥

well, the teachers had given us back our paper just now, actually im not really satisfied with every score i get. so i made a note-to-self to cheer me up. it works!
note to self : you did your best Christine, i know how hard you've learned, every sacrifaction you made. and you know what, you did most of the paper by yourself, you've learned to be honest with yourself. at this point, you're amazing. even your scores arent good enough, im proud of you, well done Christine. thank you for your hard work, 

♥

kay back to daily life. i was so surprised this morning, everyone on my twitter timeline made their #junewishes. i thought it's still may. idk is it time flies too fast or it is just me. anyway im still on my final semester exam, it hasnt finished yet, but im so relaxed alr. my soul my mind my sleeping pattern my pimples my everything are seriously going crazy. i need rest. no doubt, i didnt sleep well since the last two weeks. i slept approximately 3hrs a day just for reviewing the exam material. maybe im a little bit dumb but i dont feel regret for doing this, yay!

tadaaa! lemme introduce my new friends! daddy bought me them weeks ago.

 i fell in love with lomo at my first sight, will definitely capture tons of pictures
as soon as exams ended.

thank you daddy and amin, * blowing kisses *

tears in heaven

disappointed. depressed. totally full of regrets. am feeling like dead people.
things you've been struggling with all of your life, within a blink of an eye, vanished?
dont you think its absurd? hm.

im so into this song these few days. the lyric, the music just suit my mood. below is played by a so-talented little boy named sungha jung. enjoy! :)

 i must be strong and carry on, cause i know i don't belong

here in heaven

a wonderful mom of mine ♥

to a wonderful mom of mine :)

thank you mom for these years ;

thank you for your warm and true love,

thank you for the sweet things you've done for us,

thank you for your patience and strength,

thank you for waking me up everytime i went out of track,

thank you for your wonderful ways that made me feel special today,

thank you for - everything :)

my wish for you, may all the nicest things will keep coming to you!

glad that youre my mom and not other's. i love you mom. :) - always

specially made from us to our super mom ;)

well, it has been really yearss since the last time i did this kind of thing, what do you think?

hope that you'll like it, mom :)

made with love,

yours  ♥

the royal love story

Kate Middleton is getting her fairytale-ending. i do envy her, well, a little bit :b
Kate is like a Cinderella for me. a gorgoeous yet kind hearted commoner, marrying a prince, being a princess, riding a horse drawn wedding carriage, living in a castle. perfect. i thought Cinderella is only a stupid disney's princess and she doesnt really exist, but i know i was wrong now, she does exist :)

Happy Wedding The Duke & Duchees of Cambridge, 

William Arthur Philip Louis and Catherine Elizabeth "Kate" Middleton ♡

and mine? mine stinks. im super seriousssssssssly giving up now. im exactly at the point where im too tired of struggling, struggling for sth pointless. i'll just go with the flow from now on. i mean it. relax, lay back and see what's gonna happen. that'd be much easier for me :) good luck for you.

 

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tell me what you want, now.

second attempt

location : Sherrilyn's

made the second experiment abt recycling the newspaper, this time ended up quite smoothly. we just knew tt we need to mix some tepung maizena with the bubur kertas, so that the paper wont be torn easily later, gah.

anyway, we messed sher's home up, not only the backyard, but the kitchen too! both of them were critically damaged, her maids must be hating us, hahaha.

 

i do have a great time. everything's great when my besties are by my side,

but then, sth suddenly passed through my mind, it ruins, ergh, my whole mood, idk what am i thinking, and what do i want now. total crap. yah i know i am.